Here we are in the throes of finals for the semester. I admit defeat this semester. I’ve had difficulty with concentration again, so I’m asking my University for another break, and they graciously granted help.

This university has been remarkably helpful with my situation. I am doing everything within the rules, within the limits, but, of course, my situation stretches credulity.

As I see people sicken and even pass around me I cannot help but wonder what is going on. Is everyone as vulnerable and at a loss as I’ve been these past three years? These past 7 years?

I’m not trying to feel sorry for myself. We’re all in this hard life together. Covid has brought unprecedented measures to the world. Loss is everywhere. I am not alone.

Certainly I’ve had some earth-shaking events, some I haven’t been candid about here on Corgi Hollows. I begin to question when this will all quiet down.

I picked up a plaque at the thrift store this fall. It says “When does the simple life begin?”

Ha ha.

I hung it on the wall in the living room. I believe the answer is NEVER.

It’s rhetorical.

I’m beginning a new venture. I have a new appointment/job with a non-profit organization.

I am learning Chinese, thanks to my Chinese “son” whom we hosted 15 years ago. The new job will put my Chinese to use.

Blogging will become a happenstance thing from here on out. Check in once in awhile. I’m excited about this new path, and I see the hand of the Almighty in directing me. God is always good.

I never know when I’m filled with a yearning to write, so I may write even more! Sometimes having a safe structure in which to abide can be conducive to creativity. Sometimes the wild and crazy uncertainty twinged with melancholy sparks the creative juices to flow. For me it has been both.

Cherie finishes her degree here soon. She completed the November novel writing challenge, nanowrimo, as well as her coursework. Good for her!

Ed is plugging away at the most difficult classes of his program. Two more weeks.

Pray for us, still, please. We still need it.

God has blessed us with caring friends, those that recharge our batteries and understand our deepest sadness. I am grateful.

My dad continues to recover from his stroke. He’s doing so well. He’ll be 95 here in a flash!

Miss Yukichan is a delight. She is still learning and irritating her siblings. She is just so much fun, though. All the pets are healthy.

We are healthy. Blessings.

God bless you.

MARANATHA!!!

Holy lives please God.

This is a fact.

Holiness is made possible through the shedding of Christ’s blood on the cross. First and foremost it is by grace alone that we are made holy before God.

As someone who has been a believer for 55 years I have struggled with holiness and how it looks in my life.

I am well aware of my pitfalls, my sins, my shortcomings. These things are not holy, yet they are covered by the transaction that took place 2,000 years ago.

But how does holiness manifest for me today, this day, in my moment by moment?

I like a scenario painted in a book I read long ago (the name escapes me right now) where the author writes that you can choose a blue shirt or a red, and this may have minimal effect on your life, your holiness—

I’m not sure why I think of this from time to time, but I believe that each small thought and choice can affect other things.

I swim at the YMCA regularly. Once in a very long while I am the first and only person to enter the pool. The water is like glass, completely still. I put my finger in and that stillness is disrupted, even for the thousands of gallons of water in front of me.

I choose a red shirt.

It’s a ripple.

God, in His infinite knowledge (how can we comprehend this?) has written this chapter already. I can rest in this peaceful awareness of His plan, His ultimatum.

This is still holiness, I believe.

I am struggling with the day-to-day right now. I battle depression and lack of motivation.

I’m functional.

I actually faced four grades of middle school math classes yesterday, the strugglers. I can relate to struggling with math. I related to these kiddos. We had a good day together. No one was beaten up, everyone left the classroom with a peaceful countenance.

This is success on a daily basis.

This may be what holiness looks like, too. Small victories, keeping a clean slate, clearing up the stains as they appear. Trusting the God who made everything to make the way clear, to keep us in perfect peace, even when you are hated and persecuted.

Even when you are seeing a veil of fog and the sun has been dimmed with the blue of depression.

MARANATHA!

It can’t be long now. I woke up from a deep sleep the other day with a strange sensation that something was different. Is this the rapture?

I think the rapture will happen so suddenly we will hardly be aware of it. One existence to another in a twinkling, a fraction of a second.

Are you praying for your “snatch list?”

Pray that they escape from the coming darkness, the beast system, from the Illuminati, from false doctrine, from pervasive evil, from the beautiful side of evil.

My “snatch list” gets longer and longer.

Let’s pray.

I’m not exactly sure what the straw was, the one that broke the camel’s back, but it was something in the past month. Was it his birthday? The anniversary? The difficult assignment for my public finance and budgeting class—the one I just couldn’t understand?

Was it the aching heart?

Was it the resolve to live quietly and contentedly without him?

Was it the beginning of house repairs, the busier subbing schedule, the return to the hotel’s front desk?

Usually cooler temps give me a boost to buckle down on things needing to be done. The lethargy of summer disappears and the anticipation of the holidays drives the energy forward in preparation.

Oh well.

I’m floundering.

I admit it.

Some of you know that this has been a year of heart ache, continuing to be untangled, two steps forward, one step back.

When Brian passed away the reason for my master’s degree evaporated. I’ve been candid with my professors about my apparent lacksadaisical attitude toward my classes. I’ve been candid here on my blog, too.

Motivation is pretty key to learning. I’ve observed this in everyone. No one is exempt from it.

I could say that getting the MPA was motivation, but it seems rather empty. Learning administration is something I need, not that I’m gifted in it (I’m opposite, actually). I thought that starting a non-profit organization to help those leaving jail would be helpful. It certainly is needed. Recidivism is a major issue, at least it is here in Minnesota. I assume it has something to do with human nature and the inability to change without spiritual intervention.

There are dime-a-dozen self-help ideas out there. Some people dig in their heels and grit their teeth, pull themselves up by the bootstraps and ignore the supernatural void in their hearts—the God-shaped vacuum—and achieve a measure of success.

Sometimes the success comes from evil powers instead of holy ones.

Knowing the need for proper human existence, proper life skills, proper attitudes toward the Creator is a key concept that some beings never considered. It’s true. I’ve seen it, met them.

There is a sub-cortex part of the brain that has to do with basic survival. Food and warmth, basic life preservation, nothing more.

Finding the motivation to live well, to contribute, to love something—to fulfill purpose, is necessary to all humans. We must rise above the amygdala.

I am toying with that amygdala existence right now. It is akin to fetal position. Motivation is hard to come by, and I see no great tomorrow. I might see vague visions of position in the clouds but their forms are elusive right now.

I feel like a teenager again, but I’m a grandma approaching 60.

What should I do?

Concentration has come hard for me. I’m easily distracted from boring textbooks. (I didn’t used to be this way.)

Gritting my teeth has become tiresome.

Watch me grieve. Watch me deal. Watch me try.

I am not without hope. I have Jesus. Even if I cannot see or imagine the future, I do trust. I never really lost that.

I’m spending a lot of time putting my hope in answered prayer. God always answers, yes or no, but I can pray for my needs and desires. He will answer. It might not look like I thought it would.

I choose to stay on the drafting table. The tablet it still open for His writing my life story. The clay is still soft and able to be molded.

I am still going to try.

I think a degree in public admin could be helpful on many levels, even if I have no natural bent toward administering.

I guess I can learn. I can serve.

The millennium is coming. I might as well prepare for it. We believers will ALL be administrators for 1,000 years. Isn’t that impressive?

MARANATHA!!!

I just watched a show that had a ruby red Ford Fusion and a Scamp camper. I wonder if someone in the entertainment world is spying on me. Hilarious! I see corgis everywhere, but that isn’t unusual. Scamps are. My ruby red Fusion is unusual too, as it is a 2014 manual trans. (It’s a lot of fun, actually, and I hope it never dies.) I pull the Scamp with my white pick-up, not the Fusion, but it made me laugh to see my stuff in the TV show. Maybe I just don’t watch much TV.

Pets are fine. Yukichan is finally house-trained. Time to really deep-clean. She is still tearing up all toys and shoes within her reach, though. Puppy antics continue. The cats are reluctant to leave the warmth of the house. Yes, we’ve had snow this past week.

We are adjusting to the new driving patterns since our road became a dead-end. It takes me an extra five minutes to get to the YMCA now for swimming. All things in time. School seems to be going okay for Ed and Cherie. Margaret listed the old Saturn on Craig’s List to sell. Must clear out the back parking area for the snow plow this winter. I’m hoping someone wants it for parts or something. It doesn’t work right now. I’m sure Brian could troubleshoot what is wrong with it. Alas. I cannot.

The house repairs continue. We are addressing the laundry room next. The porch ceiling is beautiful and bright! The new tile in the basement looks lovely. The gutters are on and they look marvelous. Our new roof is really exceeding all expectations. Corgi Hollows looks sharp!

I’m hoping that next weekend my eldest son can come out and do yard clean up for winter. The leaves are truly down now, after one of the longest and colorful, warm autumns I’ve ever experienced.

I guess I’m ready for winter.

I’ve unpacked my sweaters, my down coats, and my wool socks. Boots stand ready. The wood fireplace is in operation, as the wood shed is all set for the season. The fire looks and feels good. I’m knitting a sweater for Yukichan. She doesn’t have the scruff of Corwyn.

It’s cozy.

This is just a little report from Corgi Hollows, especially for those of you that actually stop in and are a physical part of our lives.

Our road, which has been open to a major US highway for decades, will close that access this weekend. The only way to get to Corgi Hollows is from the north, now, a back road down a steep hill, back up, through the swamps. We will now be a “dead end.”

It’s a little unnerving. Old habits die hard, and this is a permanent change.

I don’t know why I have a feeling of claustrophobia about it, but perhaps the accumulated change in my life is just so pervasive I am driven to the edge by this life alteration.

Funny, aren’t we?

Have you read “Life of Pi?”

I did, for book club a few years back. That book points out the routine enjoyed by animals—and humans—and why zoos are not the worst places after all.

We—mammals— like the security of ritual and routine.

I will miss the turn I’ve made for almost 60 years. I guess I didn’t think it would really happen.

I’m glad for my truck, now, which will hopefully get us out up the hill to the north on snowy days. I think about stuff like that.

Today would have been our 32nd wedding anniversary.

Like Asian cultures do, to remember those that have passed and special events, I took Ed and Cherie out to the restaurant that Brian and I went to occasionally to celebrate our anniversary. Margaret dropped off a beautiful bouquet, remembering, for sure, that Brian never forgot to bring me flowers.

I had to do something. I will celebrate a marriage that lasted for 30 years.

Thank you, friends, for your kind thoughts and sweet memory of this day for me.

It seems that our world is changing at a pace which makes us breathless.

In the prophecy community there have been earth shaking things: Russ Dizdar passed away from Covid-19. Tom Horn is really sick with it right now. Pray for the Dizdar family and for Tom’s recovery.

It seems to coincide with a crackdown from the elites. I saw a post by Jack Hibbs on Insta that shared concern about the military and vaccine mandates. Also news about our own Scott Jensen: this fine doctor is being investigated for the FIFTH time because he shares views that aren’t mainstream elitist.

Pray for those who stand in the way of us peons. We see them as a shield. They are fielding the darts of the evil.

I tried to hear Billy Crohn speak a week ago. I was unable to stay for the entire meeting as I had assignments to do. What I did hear was super interesting. I will look for his entire message online soon. The report on Artificial Intelligence was eye-opening.

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Corgi Hollows is as busy as its one-time beehives.

We had massive water damage in our basement this spring. For the last two weeks I’ve had crews fixing stuff. Corgi Hollows has seen a porch ceiling finished, a new tile floor installed in the basement, ceiling damage fixed after five years, a new front yard with water flow in mind. I also asked for other spots that need fixing to be repaired: windows, sinks, painting the outside trim.

Last time we sold a house we fixed everything right before selling. I decided to fix things now and enjoy them for awhile!

I have no plans to move. Mom and Dad are next door and I’m sticking around to be by them for now, for as long as I can.

True confessions: my studies are really getting burdensome and hard right now. My reasons for getting an MPA have evaporated, so I’m grasping for motivation to finish right now. I hate to leave anything half done, so I’m trying to persevere. I love the class about south east Asia. That is interesting. The budgeting and finance one is like bitter medicine. I hate it.

I am behind right now, so I need to take a deep breath and bite off just enough each day to be able to digest the material. It will require my absolute self discipline and mental energy.

I don’t look forward to it.

The “damage” that my studies suffered is due to the wonderful life events of the past month. I learned my own lesson. A master’s degree should not coincide with life events.

I learned that over and over since I began this program in fall of 2019. Somehow I am here in October, 2021. Still going. Still trying.

God has a sense of humor, and he delights in being strong in our weakness. It’s amazing. I have seen His hand in all of this.

Again, I want to assure you that I am NOT BAD LUCK. It may look like that on the surface. I am simply waiting to see how the story plays out. Don’t be afraid of me. I am pulling back from the world to find balance, a surer foundation in my faith in Christ.

I’m learning Chinese right now, and it serves as something “completely different,” as Brian used to like to say: “And now for something COMPLETELY DIFFERENT!”

We still quote my husband around the house all the time. We hear his voice saying his favorite things. Brings a smile to my face. 😉

It will be his 59th birthday on Saturday. It will be our 32nd wedding anniversary next week.

I’m coming up on a week of “would-have-been’s.”

These are still hard.

If you could see the beauty outside my windows right now you would swoon. The colors continue to dazzle me. This is unprecedented. I posted quite a few photos on Instagram, so if you’d like to see them head over there. As far as I can tell I am the only “Corgi Hollows” on social media for now. You can probably find me.

I had chai with my new church’s pastor’s wife yesterday. We found all sorts of connections. We are family in Christ. I love her. I know how to pray for her better, and she knows how to pray for me. She did not know that I am a widow.

I am a sinner standing in the need of prayer. I don’t believe I am bad luck. I don’t believe in luck. I don’t know why God has brought such deep suffering into my life.

I also have experienced great blessing.

I choose to focus on the blessing.

My choice today is to wait, breathlessly, for Christ’s rapture. It is the next thing on the prophetic calendar.

Are you ready?

MARANATHA!

It is when everything falls behind that the true colors appear—the stress and the discouragement, depression and anxiousness.

I’ve had a few weeks here this month that have had its highs and lows.

Having that wonderful trip to Pennsylvania was definitely a “high.” Striving to complete my schoolwork (my master’s degree classes) has been a “low.”

Last weekend our niece was married in a beautiful ceremony down in Des Moines. Her new husband is just a super guy. The people involved with the wedding were just the nicest of the nice. What a blessing!

“High!”

Came home to submit a midterm exam by midnight. Felt that it was grossly under-prepared.

“Low!”

We’ve got another wedding this upcoming weekend. Joyous occasion—again looking forward to it!

And today I have 5 chapters and three articles to read, besides driving up to the university to my evening lecture.

I’ll see you on I-94 tonight… You can wave at the white Silverado.

Today the builders/re-modelers are here to fix the horrible, bad, no-good problem that arose this summer due to water in the basement. New flooring and mold removal. They will be here for a few days.

I have them slated to complete a couple of other unfinished projects too, so I’m hopeful the house will be in great repair by winter.

The leaves haven’t fallen off the trees yet, so I’m putting off the annual yard vacuuming. Brian’s pride and joy was a track-vac that came with the house. We have 2 acres here, and 80 large trees. The attempt to remove fall leaves is formidable.

I’m not even trying. I’m looking for help. I’ll pay. I just cannot figure out the tech this fall.

Too much to do.

I’m showing all my warts today, aren’t I?

Well, I’m feeling a little down. I’m tired.

My friend and I were talking last weekend. Picture the balance between tears and hope/trust.

Tears are real. Jesus wept. We grieve (how many times have I used that word over the past years?) There is a deep sadness in the state we are in. Sin has consequences, and it hurts.

And then there is this command to “REJOICE ALWAYS, AND AGAIN I SAY REJOICE!”

What was Paul thinking?

Was it self talk?

As I hold hope and trust in one uplifted palm, I also clutch my reality and sadness in the other one.

I’m just being “real.”

I’m an old woman now, and I have seen many years of joy and sorrow. I’m still trying to figure out the balance.

I know I have hope in Christ. He is my solid rock, my reason for living, my everything. He knows that I am dust, He knows my needs, He knows my thoughts. I do trust Him.

In a way, it is fascinating to see how He provides in my darkness.

He does. I just have trouble picturing it sometimes.

I’m going to sit by the fire and read. Isn’t that a cozy thought? Even if the reading IS about public finance and budgeting…..

By the way, it is truly gorgeous outside. With the belated frost this color has outlasted any of the years I can recall. The sumac is brilliant reddish maroon with orange highlights. God’s color scheme is superb.

Corgi and Terrier are doing great. Cats are happy.

Students are nose-to-the-grindstone.

Foot note:

As you know, Ed got the Johnson and Johnson shot last week at Children’s Hospital. It was the one they “forced” him to have. He had a bad headache the next day, and over the weekend he had heart palpitations. I would ask you to pray for him as he hopefully recovers from this monstracity. He has the “gold star” now, so he can register for his spring classes at the University of Minnesota. Just an FYI—this was his decision entirely. *Disclaimer*

When I chose to sign Ed off at Children’s for his leukemia I knew I was entering deep waters both legally and in many other ways. He is accountable to God, but I realize I played a role in his destiny as well. Moms do that. God is greater. God can always overcome my failures. Always.

I’m back from Pennsylvania.

I spent the week, a very full week, at a conference. It was at White Sulphur Springs, an Officer’s Christian Fellowship facility located in the beautiful hills of western Pennsylvania.

My friends and I drove my new Silverado out there, with Wi-Fi, riding high! It was a fun trip and the truck handled everything well. My truck seats six, so it was roomy and comfortable, with plenty of room for luggage, computers, books and what-not in the bed. The mountain roads were no problem. (I love looking at mountains, climbing them on foot. I dislike driving in them.)

I got to check a few things off of my bucket list, most notably “Falling Water,” a spectacular home designed by Frank Lloyd Wright near Mill Run, PA. My friends and I were able to see only the outside (indoor tours are booked 3 months out) but that was completely fine with us, as the outside tour (self-guided) was entirely satisfactory.

I did not admire FLW as a person, but we all must admit he was a genius artist. I love his style. I am so glad I got to see this home.

Also during the week we made a trip to the Flight 93 Memorial near Shanksville, PA. In my current state of sorrow I could hardly bear seeing this sad site. It is very moving. That day in September, 2001, is a horribly sad pivotal point when all of us saw our lives change, and 3,000 souls went to their eternal destiny.

Do you have your eternal destiny decided? Ask Jesus to save you from your sins today.

The memorial site is really beautiful.

I have been to all sites where the 9/11 planes hit, now.

White Sulphur Springs is just a wonderful place! Peaceful, restful, gorgeous, sweet—I wish that Brian and I had made time to appreciate this OCF facility together. He would have loved it.

The conference that I attended was completely inspiring. We had reports of God’s work around the whole world, what He is doing in different countries and the USA, especially in the military community. WOW!!!!!

God is on the move.

I met fascinating people, we all bonded deeply! It was an older crowd, full of life experience and hope for the future of the ministry. I got so much dear and wise advice from those who had had similar life experiences to me.

I had planned to go on this trip for a couple of months, but the morning we were to leave I had my usual “cold feet” and wanted to stay home. I am glad I got in the truck and went. I was truly helped and inspired by this past week’s activity. I want to believe that this week was a turning point for me in my life journey.

I met some people who absolutely love the Chinese people. As I’d already determined to learn Chinese, I was linked up with them, and I’m interested in how this will play out in the future. I’m just an “old grandma” but I don’t need to be put out to pasture yet.

With my class on Southeast Asia at my university and my Chinese studies I am discovering a WHOLE NEW WORLD.

Never say never, because I said I’d never go to East Asia. Now I have connections all over Asia. God has a sense of humor. A trip with my professor is in the works right now. I’m looking forward to it.

And again, NEVER say never!

In the meantime I am brushing up on my Spanish and Turkish. I’m setting aside Greek and Hebrew for now. I spoke German last week with the Deutsche Sprecheren—-there were several German speakers at the conference.

I met the most beautiful woman who prayed with me, told me her incredible but inspiring story, dressed me up in gorgeous sari, and gifted me with her friendship and a sari! We are sisters now.

I just love international gatherings!

On our way home our schedule (determined by God) brought us to a memorial service for the mother of my sister-in-law. Since the service was near the Wheaton College campus my friends were able to go to the Billy Graham Center and visit the museum there while I attended the service. That turned out to be a real blessing for them.

I got to see family, too. Loss continues to bring us closer.

I came home to a colorful world at Corgi Hollows. Yukichan grew significantly in the week I was gone. She is much taller now! Ed and Cheri are overjoyed to hand the puppy training responsibility back to me. She really is a great little pup, so smart. I’m bad at training, though, and she does tend to jump up on you. I need to be consistent in holding her down gently and quietly.

The trees are still beautiful, and we haven’t had frost yet (in Mid October!!!) so I’ve let the house plants stay outside. I guess this week I will move them indoors—my aloes and my geraniums—so I have healthy plant air filtration all winter long.

It’s midterms this week. I have two big papers to write, due on Thursday. Please don’t try to contact me, as I have so much to do!

I am “routining” (the verbing of America continues) and getting back to my new normal: swimming, studying, doing laundry, cleaning, fasting, taking care of business. I will try to sub a few times this week as well. I’m taking this month off from the hotel as we have TWO weddings to attend (and be a part of the planning and execution of ) this October!

Of concern: Ed must take the va**ine this week. He cannot be a student at the U if he doesn’t. The hospital that saved his life four times already will be administering this shot, so I am hopeful that anaphylaxis will not be deadly this time around, either. Pray with me?

As you know I have been highly suspicious of the effect of va**cinations on my family. Neurological disorders abound in this family, and we are all fully va**inated. I have been wondering about the evidence for quite some time, way before this current debacle with the global elites and Covid-19. This entire farce is playing out before our eyes.

Also of real concern is the role of an aborted child in the manufacturing of these things. I was not aware of this until relatively recently. As believers we are truly challenged.

WE are in God’s hands, and our days are numbered by HIM. THIS IS A DAILY REMINDER!

These mandates are truly irritating, especially when this shot hasn’t even met minimal FDA standards. Why can’t we be free? Why can’t we choose for ourselves? Why can’t we maintain basic human rights? Why are we shunned/shunning? Civil Society has some deep ethical issues to sort out and address. The elites seem to be able to brainwash a huge part of our country, so I’m glad for the large percentage of questioners.

Big Pharma WINS AGAIN! And the Sheeple just line up for slaughter.

I keep the reminder that nothing can kill before God’s appointment, nothing can keep you alive after God’s appointment. Our days are His. Period. We rest in this assurance of His control.

Also this week our friend Billy Crohn, from the Red River Bible Prophecy Conference (up in Moorhead, MN) will be back in Minneapolis for an event. I hope to attend. I’d like to see him again. He will be talking about artificial intelligence.

You do know that the elites are fascinated by AI, intending to prolong the human race with this technology. It is a tower of Babel, really, as God is the determiner of the human genome, not man.

Again, read “Genetic Entropy” or at least watch this clip: https://youtu.be/pJ-4umGkgos

You will be encouraged IF YOU ARE A BELIEVER. You’ll be horrified if you don’t know Jesus as your personal savior.

It’s time to choose life. It is time to choose CHRIST JESUS.

I’m turning the corner and going forward full speed toward His Rapture. He is coming soon.

How long, Oh Lord?

Even so come quickly.

MARANATHA!

The Lord has confirmed my decision to find a church nearby with a deep peace. I may not agree with all the theology, especially the eschatology, but the pastor and I are on the same page about where we need to focus right now, “at this moment in time.”

(I hear Brian’s voice saying that as he made fun of that phrase in a pompous manner! We’d always laugh hysterically!:))

I can laugh about so many things that we both found funny. I struggle with watching British Lit BBC stuff, as that was one thing we both really enjoyed together. I’ve had to find completely different genres to be entertained by. It’s crazy, the things that make me cry.

*Anyways,* the pastor at my new church has a deep concern to make his church a house of prayer.

Since I went through IBLP’s “Commands of Christ” with my kids several times I was struck by Christ’s command to be a house of prayer.

There is a synagogue down on Hennepin Avenue in Minneapolis that has this command carved in stone around the top of the building. It’s impressive. I’ve always been convicted whenever I saw that. I am saddened that prayer has lost its importance in this modern church age.

As a child I went to Wednesday night prayer meeting with my mom and knelt by the pew with the oldest folk in the congregation. Palmer Erickson was one that prayed those evenings. I remember chewing tough steak from supper through one of those meetings.

Prayer meeting was a given.

Now there is news of a community-wide prayer meeting on Thursday mornings. I might try to go, since my master’s class is on Thursday and I cannot sub that day of the week anyway. This church also has a monthly prayer meeting (better than none!) and the pastor has been preaching on the importance of prayer.

Let me introduce you to my new concept this past year: My Snatch List.

Jude 23 talks about pulling people from the fire. Some translations use the word “snatch.” Just like the Rapture—Harpazo. SNATCH.

There are those that need to be snatched from the fire, from the Illuminati, from sin, from false doctrine. I have my “snatch list” now. I’ve written about it several times already, but I can’t emphasize how this burden is on my heart.

Some of you know that I was “missionary” in Germany, church planting and Turkish ministry. I have worked with Child Evangelism Fellowship for years. Summer Bible camp was another “mission” of mine, up by Thompson, Manitoba. Recently I’ve helped with church plants here stateside, Home-schooling, and Jail ministry. Sharing Christ, telling the Gospel is my mission. I’ve had lots of practice. Corgi Hollows is one of my venues. I’ve seen people come to Jesus, and there is nothing so wonderful!

After Brian died I felt the wind was sucked out of my sails. I turned to a prayer life to sustain myself. The Lord has been convicting my heart that His Spirit is the instigator, the force and drive into people’s souls. We need to be asking for His will in Jesus’ name. His will is for ALL TO BE SAVED.

Let’s ask for those in desperate need of Jesus to come to Him. This is PRAYER!

Prayer works.

I have a special prayer partner and we meet once a month to pray. We have deep and dark needs, we pray, we see results! God is working in the needs we present to Him.

It’s incredibly exciting.

Yes, I’ve seen terrible pain, terrible shock. An outsider might think I’m a person of bad luck. I don’t believe in luck, at all. I believe that God is always working in my life, through the dark, through the light. I choose to see my story as being written. It’s not over yet, at least.

I can die or be raptured tonight/tomorrow/anytime because I have my faith and trust in HIM ALONE. God knows the number of my days, and He writing my life story.

Knowing my husband is with Jesus, perfect and enjoying His presence is a tremendous comfort to me. I look forward to the great reunion, the bridal feast, soon to come. I can persevere until Jesus calls me home.

You can too, with the Holy Spirit.

PRAY! Get your snatch list written down.

Keep your eyes on the LORD’s timing, and be excited for what He is going to do.

I have entire countries on my list, the USA included.

I know a big God. I know the Creator. I know He is able.

He knows my heart, the thoughts of my head, the desires of my heart.

I can trust Him, and so can you.

MARANATHA!

I am still figuring out this blogging apparatus, and uploading photos seems to be iffy. I’ve been able to find the magic road to uploads at times, other times I navigate to nothing. I need my webmaster, Ed, to tutor me.

If I could share a photo I took this morning, I would. The sky is deep sky blue. I always think September has the bluest skies. Perhaps it is just the contrast to the yellowing tree color. All the trees are tipped with gold now.

I said good bye to my cousin yesterday for the fourth time this summer season, and as I dropped her and her husband (this time he came too :)) at the airport a gloom filled my heart.

I am always cheered by her. She’s medicine for my spirit. She lives in Arizona, so it will be a little while now before I get to see her again. I’ll need some vitamin D and sunshine around February, so perhaps I’ll trek down to the sunshiny south for a dose of her good tonic then.

I am now planning a trip out to Pennsylvania with my friends, a possible mission opportunity for me. They are already involved. More later…

School is in full force. I even have had calls to sub this week…

Surprise! The East Asian NGO class is really a highlight of my week! Who would have thought ???

The Budget and Finance class is dry with algorithms and figures. Ugh. One must take the bitter with the sweet sometimes.

I’m finding it challenging to turn out my papers and discussion contributions each week. The reading is formidable.

With a trip and two weddings this semester, plus ongoing life changes and grief I will have my cup of challenge to swallow.

Thanks for saying a prayer for me if my name or face comes to mind. I always do that. The Lord brings to mind those I need to pray for.

Prayer is really on my mind. My new church is starting a series about praying for the lost, exactly what the Lord has been laying on my mind. I have my “snatch from the fire” list. I cry out to God for these souls every day.

You might be on it.

Truly, if you are reading this, you are probably already fire -safe.

I hope so. IF not, you must seek the Lord, and put your trust in Him. Today. Don’t wait.

Even if the Covid vaccine isn’t the mark of the beast, it heralds a beast system, with an identification plan to finger some and exclude others. Human rights are at stake. The facial recognition thing, identifying those who are vaccinated and allowing special privilege to them is disturbing. The proverbial “hour” is late. We see prophesied events churning out in the historical timeline. Time is short. Jesus is coming. Get ready!

Come quickly, Lord Jesus, eternal monarch! King of the millennium! Even so….

Pray for people. The Holy Spirit initiates the spiritual awakening. We must pray! We must trust Him to do His work in the lives of those we are concerned about.

Pray that they believe and put their trust (and hope) in Him. Jesus is the Way, the Truth, and the Life.

This is a message that isn’t known as well as it should be. The harvest is ripe!

Praise God.

Maranatha.

Although I’ve been attending lectures for two weeks at my state university, Ed starts at the U today, and my local public school (where I substitute) starts school today.

I have painters coming today to re-do the trim on my house. One more job sorely needing to be done.

As the weather turns chilly we all pick up the pace and prep for winter.

The fall feasts are in play (High watch Rapture Season!) and it is my middle child’s birthday today. I wish her the most beautiful day and life! She is beautiful.

Last Saturday two angels came to help me get my woodshed filled for winter. John H ran the splitter, his wife, Julie, hauled the wood with Cherie, Ed and me into the shed. I feel so prepared for the snow.

I am so thankful to them, and to the Lord, for prompting them to help me. It was an wonderful day. We had our dear friends here for their events too, and we all had supper at the Ox Yoke Inn. (Great burgers!)

Did I mention how hard it is without Brian?

This is a theme song for my loss. Brian and I liked Jane Austen. (His first bachelor’s degree was English Literature, from Wheaton College in IL) I struggle watching or reading her stuff since his death. Too many poignant moments. I end up with pain in my heart.

Yesterday I found (another) sweet note from my husband. He’d left it in one of my notebooks.

“I love you, mmm, mmm, mmm–“

It made me smile.

When I think about him stepping into heaven I wonder if the last thought he had on earth was one I’d have: “It won’t be long before we’re together again.”

Jesus is coming soon. Death is conquered.

We have the victory.

As I see the darkness, blindness of the Luciferian agenda (Illuminati, Big Pharma, Global Force) gain strength and brainwash the precious billions I have HOPE in Jesus Christ.

He is the Eternal Monarch.

Are you ready to meet the King?

There is nothing more important in your entire life. You cannot battle the dark forces without this assurance.

Today. Repent. Seek His face. Don’t wait.